It’s been nineteen days into the 2012 and only right now, at 11.08pm, do I feel more relaxed. The craziness at work was non-stop, on-going since last December. And the last few days I’ve been frantically shopping for last minute Chinese New Year stuff to bring back to Kuching tomorrow.
Ah yes, my break finally begins. I can sleep when I return to Kuching. Been so tired. Even sleep hasn’t been restful. I’ve been waking up far too much.
Life is generally fine – in a way. Work is OK. But something is bothering me. Usually, every year I have some sort of plans on what to do for the rest of the year. Not really a New Year resolution kinda thing. More like some sense of direction or purpose for myself. And the irony of my day job where I spew positivity and motivation, yet in my own life, I’m going around aimlessly.
So OK. I do have at least one plan in mind: finish writing my book this year. Yeah, the book I started mid-last year and was put on hold due to work commitments. It’s still the first draft. Chapter Six. Will need to jump back on the saddle once the Chinese New Year celebration is over and done with. The “grace period” (between the Western New Year and the Chinese New Year) will be ending soon and this break I’ll be having back in Kuching should give me sufficient time to rest and destress after all those crazy months.
Hopefully, I can use that time to really think about stuff. Like, what’s next? What am I going to do this year? Where am I heading? Stay or leave? Stick around or move? I’ve been too indecisive of late. I hope the R&R time back in Kuching is going to help; clear my head and all.
Will blog more when in Kuching.
